papers, papers, exams, etc

net cafe as usual.

why? laptop's dead. sorry baby. should have taken care of you.

finsihed 181. didn't print it. why? cud revised it in the last minute. also the 180.1 reaction paper which i did so horribly ruthless. sorry guys.

so tired. damn tired. finshed "to kill a mockingbird".borrowed the book from ate rox. nice one. good for children and young adults.

will be finished with this school year in a month's time.

wen will our country be finished with all these mess?

mama

my mom was nagging me about attending a mass today. she always does. wants me to go to mass every sunday.

which is totally against my will.

i like going to mass. but not on a sunday. there's a lot of people and children and vendors and everybody else. it's so noisy, crowded, suffocating, and utterly uncomfortable. can't concentrate. how the hell are you gonna pray with all those distractions?

i'm jz gonna attend tomorrow. my idea is that i go to mass at least once a week, disregarding whether it is a weekday/weekend/or any day except sunday.

i didn't go today. sorry ma.

open house

had it yesterday. feb 25, 2006 (saturday)

open house- dormitory open for everybody. 10 am-6 pm. the film showing and mini concert (UP bands) at nyt.

so tired. made strawberry salad for some special people. was chatting and eating with everyone else the whole darn day.

and oh yeah, our room was facing the backstage of the concert at the garden. the concert ended at 12 midnight. guess how many hours i slept.

oh so stupid..i couldn't get my BA 181 case done. why? because i don't know how! my god, help me.

i've been wondering about that piece of paper for a whole week..yeah, oh yeah. and i've been staring at it the whole time too.

leave me alone darlin. gotta hav som rest.

valentines_2

feb 14 was a tuesday. my org had a committee meeting that day, lunchtime. my org has around 200+ members, so a certain group had its fundraising by doing harana and giving roses by request. the request (person to be serenaded & the song) & the payment was given to the head of that group.

my gosh. after ng lunch namin, may dumating and the singing group told me some1 requested for me. they gave me a white rose and sang "burn" by tina arena. haha. it was so funny.

i asked all my friends if they were the masterminds. bka nangtrip lang kc. wala daw silang alam. nagulat din yung iba. ewan ko ba. up to now, hindi ko pa rin alam kung cno un. ay loco. nahihilo na ko sa kakaisip. no one's that passionate to request that song for me. wala nmn nagttxt. haha. ewan ko nga.

my proposal.my date.

exams..agen?

yeah. got my BA 99.2 & socsci1 results. 86/110 and 101/117..over 100 actually in the records; the rest are bonus points.

whew. oh so stupid...lots of mistakes. lots of carelessness. wen the hell am i gonna learn? double check evrything!

bipetal locomotion..true/false?--> FALSE! why? bipeDal, not bipeTal! haha omg!

valentines.2.14.06.tuesday

white rose.

'burn' by tina arena.

guy/girl. thanks. made my day.

girl: hope we cud be better friends.

guy: i got a proposal for you. be my date at my formal dinner on march.

hope to meet you soon.

live forever

jz had 2 exams last wik..econ 100.1 & soc sci 1..

jz a wik free. dis wik..nxt wik acctng!

yeah..had a wonderful wednesday..=) parks & wildlife. now i'v got fun memories for that place. haha. kat, marlowe, iris. hehe galing natin!

we tried. we were tired. & we got the last place. but anyways, we enjoyed a lot. learned a lot. who sed every guy knows how to play jolen? haha c marlowe hindi. haha but he's totally great in evrything else. did 7 high jumps- chinese garter! haha. Kat & i learned how to play jackstones. impromptu! 10-20 yeah. bubblegum. haha. bubble. bubble. iris did the rubber band thing al;ong with marlowe. my gosh, sakit nun. sorry guys. la man lang kami naitulong.

but i did try to help with those i know i can accomplish. ung mga bagay na madali lang perro minsan kadiri or ayaw lang gawin.-> e di un nlng sa kin. at least may pakinabang.

and yeah. thankses rj for the rides- to the park & back to UP. hehe.

and charie! grabeh. the hell u sed somthing lyk dat huh? ayan c marlowe kung anu-ano na pinag-iisip. gosh! haha.

3 oble kmi dun sa group. & we didn't win. haha. great. nobody's perfect. got talents. got limitations.

but kat & i will pratice those games, para pag contest ulit.., mannalo na kami! haha!

competition. rivalry. makes me hyper. makes me alive. burn with passion.

gonna live forever.

want to..

my eng 30 teacher (my former eng 11 instructor) told the class that she's got no religion..that's nice..she's pretty good...pretty good in fact that if all people will just be at least as rational and as friendly as her, with or without religion.., then i guess the world will be much more peaceful..=)

exams

who wants to read about exams?..everybody gets a headache jz by the mere thought of it..esp. UP students..haha..pano ba namn, it's like every week we've got an exam..AND! u nid at least a week to study for one. pano pag nagkasabay-sabay?..haha goodluck nlang..
i jz had my exam in BA 180.1..wala man lang ako maisagot..it's not that i didn't study! i did, for goodness' sake..kahit ilang araw lang..but i did..pero wala eh..eh di sana pumunta nlng ako dun sa speedating last nyt, and could have enjoyed it better than i will be wen i see the results of that exam..i don't know..mayb i was jz plain tired..haha a very creative excuse indeed..
katrina & i went to a mall dis afternoon..watched narnia..ok lang..not much. HP's better. esp the 4th one..we're both worried for our grades..GC ba kmi? nah..mas GC pa mga clasm8s namin..kahit hindi nagpphalata..it's like they've got secret lives after school--then todo aral..yeah! e kami, pag sa dorm- tulog, kain, aral ng konti, pasok sa klase, nood ng sine, & u start ol over agen..aral din..kelangan..dpat OC. dpat! we hav to. we gotta study hard..
or ELSE, we're going to lose everything...everything we've built up..it's not much. but it's everything we've got..i've got. damn.

da.

got my accounting results. not as good as i expected. should have been better. careless. mixed up lina & lino's accounts. haha.
nyways..i'v noticed that the highest in the exams are usually on the other class. same case as of last sem. i have the same prof. teacher factor? i guess so. the top student last sem was placed in my class. and he didn't get the highest now. i mean, if the competition for the top spot was tight then, i could have understood. but no, he was the only one there, and a few others followed on the next levels..but then, there may be other factors..
--"folks tend to forget that if the grass in greener on the other side, it is usually because there is more shit in the soil.."-PDI
damn so true.

horoscope

jan. 14, 2006 (sat) :The Moon is in Leo today, still providing some Full Moon energy, but with a flair for the dramatic. Passion and romance take a theatrical turn, putting your pursuits in the spotlight. Do you want them to know what makes you roar like a Lion?

haha. know wat happened? n-o-n-e. done.

gotta study 4 exams.

new year's resolution

ahh there..so we're starting the 2006.
so wat happened on dec. 31? in my case, nothing much. family party..as usual..no date..as usual..haha
now let's see, i sed i'm gonna start the new year without him..even jz in my thoughts...hmm..nah, ddn't make it,. i had a bet pa with my sister..50 php if he's coming or not. i sed he won't. she sed yes. c? i'm willing to pay (even if it's jz a small amount..pan-load na daw eh) jz to see/meet him..ah but no, destiny has anoder fate (no sense at all)..it wouldn't let us meet..he doesn't want to see me..great. nice new year nik.
so there. i won sa pustahan. yeah. pan-load. great. txtd replies to some people i know surely miss me. at least they care. haha.
my revised new year's resolution: will not try to contact him unless he makes the first move.

great. jz great. so are u happy now? u miss me don't u? haha smile darlin'.
tips to the guys nyways:
if any girl asks you if you miss her: the exact translation is: she misses you.
stupid.

A1

oct. 13, 05:

ahh. A1. kung meron mang nkakapa-sigla sakin dis past 2 days.
di naman sa pang-aano (?)..pero nmn ung mga clasm8s ko..hehe bat nmn cla tanong ng tanong ng mga tanong na wala namng kwenta?! pag nagtanong pa ung lecturer, di pa nila masagot ng tama. may book na nga cla, nagt-take down pa ng notes (na andun nmn sa book)..in-explain n nga kung ano ung definition & function nung mga parts., pag tinanong ulit, mali pa ung sagot...ano ba yan..nasa board n nga eh..paulit ulit pa.
prang gingwang acads ung pag-aral ng mga basics sa driving...pati mga arrow sa ppt ng left & ryt lyt signals sabay drawing pa rin..haha
commonsense is not so common indeed (qtd).
hehe..la nga ako book..khit isang letra wala dn akong tinake-down..oh well..
astig tlgang mga clasm8s ko yan..haha. grabe. at least they keep me happy! haha!

aggressive

"ahh..can't u c i'm falling for u?"
>>so blunt.., so open..so ridiculously aggressive...<<
aggressive, yah..my english 11 teacher jz said yesterday dat we (female/girls/women) shoudn't expect that the right man (aka prince charming) will come to us & sweep us off our feet..we shoud LOOK for them! or at least, wait aggressively..i don't exactly know wat it means, but i guess it denotes somthing of exerting more effort on finding whoever that person is.
ahh,.she certainly isn't a Maria Clara., & she has great, contemporary, & realistic ideas.

see?

u can't rily c me., can't u? or am i jz plain invisible?
it has been a very long nyt u know...
wat can i do to make u care?