ultimatum

I’m setting a target. By the end of March, I should be done with it already. I should know the results by then, & I should be able to move on.

This is a very stagnant phase. On this aspect of my life, I have been like this for a few years already. It is bad, very bad indeed. I thought time will make me get over it.

Now I’m setting an ultimatum for myself. I will try to do all I can. I blew up all the few chances I had before. I just need one more opportunity. But if all else fails, then so be it.

It’s either level up or the end. The End, will mean I have to move on – in another direction.

-I will be wearing a white dress with ruffles and a pink ribbon. I hope our attires will complement each other. I hope we will enjoy that night. I hope to see you soon.-
wishing.hoping.but in the end, i want to move on.

New Year's Resolution

Or should I say Resolutions?

1. Hmm..I'm thinkin of becoming more prim & proper. People mistake me for a high school kid, like a 14 yr old or somthing. Though it can be amusing and a compliment sometimes, it's more often an insult. haha. I take it as an insult. Don't I look like a lady? So i have to be more proper, eh? Let me work on it, though I don't intend to give up the fun of being a kid. =P

2. Be Less Stressed; Be More HAPPY!

3. SMILE darlin'!

Three is one of my favorite numbers. 3 Christmas Wishes, 3 New Year's Resolutions. Haha! =)

Christmas Wishes

So I wrote Santa a letter, just to compete with my sisters. Haha.

1. DigiCam- Mama gave me our old Kodak digicam but it wouldn't work na. It's old and it's not functioning well even before.

Result: Auntie Chit gave me her old digicam. It's not that old. It looks ok. but i managed to do something on it and it wouldn't work. Something about buffer memery that i couldn't figure our from the manual. Shutter won't work. Nikon digicam. Haay.

2. A boyfriend- Hmm. I think I've been wishing for this for three years running already. And my sisters are always asking me how Santa's going to bring the guy. Haha. Anyway, I haven't received it yet.

Result: Santa left a book on how to find your one true love by Bo Sanchez. Wow, it's improving! Think i'm getting nicer each year. No results for the first two Christmases, and I got one this year! Though a bit far-off. I want the real thing. Hahahahahaha!

3. World Peace - As usual, you have to wish this thing. You're a bad bad person if you don't.

Result: None yet. Gloomy weather still, damaged infrustructures not yet repaired.
But family's great! Thank God for it!

Actually, I think Santa delivered my Christmas Present last last Christmas (2005) on Christmas Day (25th). I think I managed to reject it though I didn't intend to. Bad bad. Will you bring him back, Santa? =)