Marriage

I feel really lonely this weekend. Getting those occasional bouts of depression now that I'm quite settled. Still need to do some errands, but heart is empty and I want someone with me. I want someone to travel with, and share my experiences with - to talk to, to call anytime, and just to have fun. But I also want someone I can dream with, and make future plans.

Honestly, I want to do everything here and really enjoy this trip. But I also want to settle down in one place, with one person, with a long-term career plan and a dream. I guess I'm getting the marrying itch. Haha. Just right for my age? :)

And I hate you, Steve, for putting that idea into my head. Now I can't get it out.

You.are.funny.

Last night, you called. I forgot my phone, so my friend returned your call. You said you don't want to see me again, because the f*ck last night (other night now) was really bad. My friend answered that we just f*cked and it was good!

Darn you. I never slept with you. I haven't even seen you for a week!