home..

*hot shower beats the nagging, yes; but how long is it gonna be?*

is this the trade-off i have to pay? i got my food (of course a lot better than i have at school), my net, TV, etc. in exchange for the nagging? can't i just rest for a while and then i'l get back on my feet after. but if i don't get my proper rest early on, the need for it will drag over the days. now this is bad, becasue i'l be feeling tired & gloomy for a lot many days.

my gosh, i'm so tired of everything, just plain exhausted of last sem, when i was running and cramming the whole time. though i can say, i sleep 8 hours about 80% of the days, the brain work is still pretty draining.

i want to recharge myself to face a whole new set of challenges next sem. but the moment i try to, there will be always someone, something who is very enthusiastic in keeping me on my feet. and there's the nagging thing. it's a totally bad habit women can't seem to get rid of. and some actually, managed to increase their levels, instead of reducing it.

why can't i just sleep wen i want to? i just want to rest. please.