live it up.

so tired. i woke up at 5 am because someone texted me, and there was a continuous ringing of a celfone from somewhere. whew.

i got so sleepy in the afternoon, and so irritable.control.

i went to galleria, but i was so tired already that i didn't have enough energy to be angry, except for certain txts and IMs a while ago. i made a lot of mistakes but fine, i don't care. i just want everything to be over with.

-i thought he cared for me.. i thought he liked me...stupid illusions..i must be dreaming to expect something from him. -

must forget. must forget.must still live.

dizzy

surprise surprise.

i feel better already. i still get a little dizzy sometimes.

stil figuring out how to fix the van. oh my gosh.

red, pula, red red, pula pula, GO ReD! redelicious. ravishing, exciting, dangerous Red Team!

PANA

yeehah! UP won at PANA (Advertising Association)..it's actually a marketing competition for Philippines.

we attended (kat, ash,wow, wow's bf/falk & me) the seminar. we entered and loren legarda was already having her speech. she's quite a beauty. hehe. symmetric, flawless features.

great speeches. + a CEO + managing director...nice nice nice.

the contest started at 2pm. wow & falk left at noon. there were 7 contestants/schools (UP Visayas, FEU, UP Diliman, La Salle Dasmarinas, Assumption, Ateneo, Holy Spirit Manila).

UP CBA students were about 1/3 of the audience. haha! great cheering guys! ~wheeeee~!

enjoyed it though i loved the stratmark entry of UP better than this one. and the presentation this time wasn't really outstanding relative to the others. i must admit, some were at par with UP. i don't know what made them win, but maybe their proposal appealed to the judges.=) they know better though.

after that, kat & i went to katips, ate some dinner, then starbucks for l'oreal. that e-strat is so complex. gosh, can't understand anything. oh well, we just entered some data and submitted it. hehe. wishing for luck. wishing for blessing. oh please let us make it to the second round. we'll try study how it works.later.not much time now.=P

so tired.so much to do.off to sleep!=)

My Preschool

I made this poem for my youngest sister, Laurice, who is a contestant for a Poem competition (Division Level) on December 22, 2006.

The theme was: "Preschool education: Start right, grow smart."

My Preschool

I entered school when I was two;
It was because I wanted to go with my sister too.

It wasn’t easy because I was so small;
But I proved them wrong, I beat them all.

At first I was frightened; I was all alone;
But then, I saw little children like me looking so forlorn.

I smiled, and I made friends,
We sat together like we were best friends.

Then our teacher came,
And we were surprised she doesn’t have a cane.

We thought she’s old and ugly and mean;
But it turned out she’s young and pretty and sweet.

At first, we played and played,
And good health to God we prayed.

My teacher proceeded to say,
That there are some things we should obey.

[That there are some rules for you and me,
You’ll see how important they can be.

We should always be honest, kind, and fair,
Always be good, and willing to share.

These are rules that we all should know,
We follow these rules wherever we go.]

From our teacher we learned our ABCs, and how to read and write,
She also teaches us what is wrong and what is right.

She taught us that plant makes food from sunlight,
And she was so proud that we were so bright.

She taught us colors, and there are lots of them
And our favorite rainbow has seven of them!

Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet;
I have to memorize them so I don’t forget.

She taught us how to draw and paint,
We also had fun making paper dolls and planes.

She taught us how to add and subtract numbers,
So that we can count our money ‘cause we’re not bummers.

She read us tales and stories;
And we were enchanted by the fairies!

We learned how to act prim and proper;
‘Cause we are little princes and princesses with honor.

[We raise our hands to speak;
We work quietly at our seats.

We use voices soft and sweet;
We keep our places tidy and neat.

We are helpful, friendly, and fair;
We take turns, and willingly share.]

In preschool, we learn and play;
We also think and pray.

We learn how to love and care;
To follow our dreams, we also dare.

Being good is what we learn in school
And we grow up smart in our preschool.


Time duration: approx. 2 minutes.

* Those in brackets are the lines I copied somewhere in the Internet which I couldn’t find now. Please tell me if you happened to know the sources so I can appropriately acknowledge them. The rest are original.

self-mutilation

terrible day.

i hate it.

i drank that stupid coffee. i feel bad. i feel so anxious everytime. i don't like this. i hate it!

can anyone please tell what to do? what to take so i can stop feeling like this? please!

- had fun with ash, rhett (py-rhetts..haha), kat, karolyn & rhoma at isawan. - whatever.

-terrible. i feel bad. i want to hurt myself physically so i can stop feeling the hurt inside. wat do they call it? self-mutilation? psychological problem. but i feel that way. i hate it. wish it will stop. please make me forget it.

- i can't sleep this way.-

carlo had problem with that taxi driver. met his family agen.

- wish i could sleep! forget everything. start over new. -

this is the worst feeling ever - the guilty embarrassed anxious feeling.-

back to school.

wish i could go back home.