self-mutilation

terrible day.

i hate it.

i drank that stupid coffee. i feel bad. i feel so anxious everytime. i don't like this. i hate it!

can anyone please tell what to do? what to take so i can stop feeling like this? please!

- had fun with ash, rhett (py-rhetts..haha), kat, karolyn & rhoma at isawan. - whatever.

-terrible. i feel bad. i want to hurt myself physically so i can stop feeling the hurt inside. wat do they call it? self-mutilation? psychological problem. but i feel that way. i hate it. wish it will stop. please make me forget it.

- i can't sleep this way.-

carlo had problem with that taxi driver. met his family agen.

- wish i could sleep! forget everything. start over new. -

this is the worst feeling ever - the guilty embarrassed anxious feeling.-