BACBACAN 2.

Wednesday - @ DAR gym, we were having our sportsfest. Bacbacan 2 is all about competition with other BA-based organizations. We had fun watching Mr& Ms Bacbacan. Rhett & Nica were representing JMA, but since we were blockmates, we support them! haha. JPIANs may actually hate us for that. But we kept on cheering for JPIA (Junior Philippine Institute of Accountants) too.

Then basketball games..it was ok. our team was losing last time i checked.

At 4 pm- we were bored already so we went to SM north. actually we walked to philcoa then someone suggested we watch a movie, so we went to SM. haha. watched "a good year" of russell crowe. it was ok. i wasn't affected in any way. it's just wala lang. Not pretty good if it has no effect. Quite a love story anyway. There were JPIANs too. What a coincidence! Stan's group was also there.

Then at 7:30 at UP already. Someone called. I have to make a plan. Fast. I think it is for the good of everybody so I lied. If I made the wrong decision, and everybody puts the blame on me, I think I have the comfort of knowing that I did it not because I wanted it. I did it not for me. I lied because I think everybody would benefit from it.

That makes me quite a hero, don't you think?

>But such thought made me feel worse than a liar...<

The thought of sacrificing one's self for the good of everybody; like a martyr if you may say so.., it has to be done voluntarily, freely, for the love of others, for the love of God and fellowmen,... and not for the love or thought of one's self that in the end you will be praised by your fellowmen.