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Hello darling,

We had dinner, and I'm the only one unemployed. I was talking with some guys, and I had forgotten they were so much more emotionally advanced than me. All I ever know are from the books and movies. Experience-wise, none. I barely observe people and seldom think about their thoughts. Very inconsiderate of me, i know. I'm still learning, I hope you understand.

I don't want to go home with nothing to show. They so believe in me, yet I can't meet their expectations.

I wish you're here. Just here with me.