Charity

I'm thinking of several ideas to help the community: 1. First, maybe schools can just assign projects to students or thesis or whatever case study or project they can think of, that will help the school itself. A school is a small community, and if the faculty and students are able to make it better than before, then their projects have 2 benefits - for the students to learn, and for the school who benefited. Like for example, how to make the school cleaner, establish a recycling system, and plant more trees. Also for biology, they can plant different types, and study exactly how it grows, what it does, and what they can be used for. Students can study in actuality, and not just from books. And schools wouldn't have to hire consultants to make their schools more effective and more efficient. The students are free labor and free minds, they can help think of ways and actually do them. Make the focus of studies and projects on how to make the school a better place, a better school. Oftentimes, they use "the country" vs "the school", but the country as the subject is so big in scope, and there are so many aspects that the proposals and study will be so vague and not really feasible. If the subject matter is just the school, it will be easier for students to understand the situation, and they can readily test their ideas with the support of the community. to be continued...

Dreams

So, I dream of many things. Many, many wonderful things to come that will change my life. But here I am, and I am still waiting for that perfect moment where I will suddenly become successful, wealthier, and happier. I used to dream about this many years ago, but I always believed I should do things my own so I can achieve my dreams, but now I am just here, not doing the things I should do. I have become relaxed, lazy, in a comfort zone not so comfortable but I'm too lazy to move my butt. Ahh, the glories and failures of the twenty-somethings

Thoughts

I keep thinking of writing an article for the national newspaper about why I hate this country. I'd like to think I will be exposing the cancers of this society by stating specific, personal situations. There will be a lot to say why I like living abroad, especially if I don't understand the language in that foreign country. There are just less noise in my head, they don't ask for attention. "They are just background noise." Life goes on. Lord, help me towards the righteaous ath and how to make great/excellet and rihgt decicions.

Back to Blogging

It's been nearly 3 years since I wrote here. I missed it so. Before, I thought if I spent less time here, I would have more time going out and having fun, and actually experiencing life. But no, it's not that way. I realize now that writing posts in a blog, whether anyone aside from me actually reads this thing, is my outlet. I can write here my ideas, thoughts, and anything that happened during the day. After venting out all my anger, I become more peaceful and calm. The past 2.5 years, which coincidentally was around the time I was with my ex-boyfriend #2, I wasn't able to blog much because he was always around and I didn't have an "alone time". I could barely write in my planner. I wanted some time by myself without anyone asking me what I'm doing. This is "me" time, just mine. Well, he and I are over, which is actually a good thing. It's making us focus on things more important than our crazy love, or infatuation with each other. When I think of him, I think of all the guys I dated, and try to compare one with the other. Maybe it's just the way I think - pros and cons, cost and benefit analysis. Maybe, just maybe, this year, my life will be better and more organized. I wish my life will be more calm and peaceful, and just generally happy. Another thing, whenever I write here, it seems like I'm talking to myself and God. I'd like to believe God is listening to me right now. There are some things he wish to say - what is it, Lord? But it's very noisy here and my head is all cluttered. It's something important and I honestly don't want to know about it, but I should. I gotta talk to my Dad.