French

I really need to learn French. I hope someone will be able to teach me in a fun way. My ex-boyfriend didn't bother teaching me the language. I guess because it's also difficult for him since he wasn't a native or a very fluent speaker. I wish I have spent more time going out by myself or with friends, instead of just staying home with him. I didn't think and feel so good about staying inside all the time, but I felt guilty going out and leaving him. Besides, he would accuse me of cheating and whatever. And he would say things to make me feel guilty. I'm glad it's all over now. I just wish I could have done more. Well there's no use crying over spilled milk now, is there? I wish to meet new friends- interesting ones who LOVE to travel on their own too! I've met some people who are like that, but I refused to develop the friendships because I was so wrongly focused on my "only" relationship, which was with him. He taught me a lot, about relationships, about love, but I wish I listened to my instincts more. I loved you, my very thoughtful ex, but we are not meant to be. We make each other miserable. And now, I want to learn French, the useless language according to you. And I will have new friends too.