USC campaign assembly

7.30-10pm, dorm lobby - pretty fun!

now my annoyance is gone! had fun fun fun watching the candidates talk, act, sing, and dance! the Q&A portion is the most important part. though they weren't concerned mainly of serious topics regarding the university and their GPOAs, it is still interesting to note how they would act in certain situations that caught them off-guard.

the Q&A portion gave no preparation time, it was impromptu. but it was nice. but then, there were some confusing people...confusing candidates evidenced by contradictory statements..(trapo in the making?) i hope not.

the parties were asked regarding their stand for TOFI (tuition and other fee increase) if the majority of the student are pro-TOFI.

a STANDUP candidate said that they will still push for ANTI-TOFI because they believe that it is the correct thing to do even if the majority of the students are for it. then sometime later, the chairperson (Shan) candidate was asked that if ever she's the only one from her party to win and the rest are from other parties, will she push through with her stand & GPOAs? she said that she will do whatever it is for the students even if against her party's will/principles.

SEE? there is INCONSISTENCY! my golly. wer does her loyalty lie? to the students or to her party? maybe that is the question to all the candidates of her party. are they representative of the students or are they an independent body of their own separate from the rest of the students? your basic principles and ethic codes are not certain.

am i the only one confused or did i miss something? no i don't think so.

there is something fishy in there...and gosh darlings, you got a very big hole to cover.

oh yeah, go AISA KING for USC COUNCILOR!

petty annoyances

i was actually a bit irritated in class today..i don't know if it showed. i did everything i can for that project..maybe i really don't deserve that award....i really don't want that award. i just want them to appreciate what i've done and sacrificed for that darn project. there! at least i got a bad word out.

1. I contacted the foundation and set the appointment. i made the arrnagements, etc.
2. I emailed, texted everybody in the group & the foundation for all the activities, meetings, etc.
3. I made sure everybody knows what he/she will be doing.
4. I had to list all the things necessary for the event, and assigned them.
5. I got the van and picked up everybody, bought the utensils, drinks, materials, etc.

oh yeah, if maybe i didn't fuss too much it's because i saw no need for that. if that award if for the amount of fussing, then yes, i am no winner. but i did them without fussing.

i listed all what I did. maybe they did more, though i can't think of any anyway. Plus the stupid reports and homeworks? I didn't fuss for them because they weren't that important and can be carried on with ease.

ah with all the hearthaches darling.

i am so overwhelmed with irritation for childishness. irritation or annoyance, and not hate. u hate if you loved first. i didn't.

new

i'm feeling like a teenager all over again...

there's the drive to explore new things, and the lack of commitment in most matters.. There's the determination of searching out what other things the world can offer me..It's not irresponsibility and childishness..It is exploration and a way of shaping who i am..It is a way fo developing a person..I've never had a passion for anything, even when i was a kid. But now i can feel it..something in me that craves for something new and exciting. Something that i haven't experienced before. and the changes happening now aren't that surprising for some people. But for me, they are new and i intend to enjoy every moment of it.

I'm trying to learn how to relax and quit being anxious.

Live for today, live for the present, live for the people nik...carpe diem!

As a poem says, In the end all it is to be asked of a dead person is whether he had passion.

i think passion should be coupled with optimism...and i have to learn them both as soon as possible.

varied.

accounting exam tomorrow afternoon..oh yes, nice nice nice.

how i wish i'l pass..that we'll all pass. such an interesting discussion with ma'am acuna this afternoon..

no i dont have anything specific to discuss in this entry...actually, im thinking about the people living in the GK site i went to last year.. so Stepford..creepy, freaky, darling..they're staring into nothing..they greet you then they're dead. hopeless people..they're dying subconciously...they're like bodies without souls..empty shells. my god. it is horrible. i think it is worse than death..wish they'll live..live & breathe again.

i don't know how visitors there can stand it. they're like zombies waiting to die again, if it's possible anyway.

but there, dead breathing people. i hope they snap out of it..live live live!

valentines.

feb13 8 pm- mama was asking me if i'll be going out on valentine's day. my gosh, i dont even have a date!

hahay. but my blockmates keep me busy! hahaha! all the block gimmicks my gosh. lunch, dinner, party...oh well, keeps me smiling all day.

love love love it!

feb 14 - studyinga accounting..studying at main lib for the first time! though 3 hours only. hehe.

gosh darling, why can't you see me now? this is the day of flowers & chocolates..they're everywhere..but my darling, where are you?

hope.

i'm hoping, hoping, hoping darling..that's everything's going to be all right.

and why do i feel so sick and nervous all of a sudden? i don't know...maybe the stress, tension, and cold weather all combined together. or maybe it's just i'm thinking of you all over again.

with all the schoolwork, i can hardly breathe and live my happy life. it's becoming monotonously boring, and the results aren't that good. i want my old efficient life. i want my happy old self.

it's getting so busy nowadays. i want to a take a breather, a break from this mess. yes, a mess darling, and i have to fix it up sooner or later.

love is so evasive. happiness is where you want it. i am confused darling. i want a break.