petty annoyances

i was actually a bit irritated in class today..i don't know if it showed. i did everything i can for that project..maybe i really don't deserve that award....i really don't want that award. i just want them to appreciate what i've done and sacrificed for that darn project. there! at least i got a bad word out.

1. I contacted the foundation and set the appointment. i made the arrnagements, etc.
2. I emailed, texted everybody in the group & the foundation for all the activities, meetings, etc.
3. I made sure everybody knows what he/she will be doing.
4. I had to list all the things necessary for the event, and assigned them.
5. I got the van and picked up everybody, bought the utensils, drinks, materials, etc.

oh yeah, if maybe i didn't fuss too much it's because i saw no need for that. if that award if for the amount of fussing, then yes, i am no winner. but i did them without fussing.

i listed all what I did. maybe they did more, though i can't think of any anyway. Plus the stupid reports and homeworks? I didn't fuss for them because they weren't that important and can be carried on with ease.

ah with all the hearthaches darling.

i am so overwhelmed with irritation for childishness. irritation or annoyance, and not hate. u hate if you loved first. i didn't.