too attached, too soon

Regarding the decent bathroom in the first guesthouse:

Him: Nikki's happy.
Me (looking at him): You're happy.
Him: See, it doesn't take a lot for us to be happy.

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I'm happy for the past few days. I love the way you touch me. I love the way you hold me. i should have trained before. My intimacy skills are zero. and really, i want you. I hope you'd be patient, I hope you'd understand. Not that I don't want you, coz I really do. It's just that I don't know how to show you.

I remember last monday night - we hugged for the first time. your left arm was around my waist, and your head resting on my neck. it felt like heaven. not that i know what heaven feels like. but it was nothing like i've ever felt before.

Tuesday night - that slight tug on my waist as i went away. i was saying goodnight and you wouldn't let me go that easy.

2 days without YOU is already driving me crazy - can't do anything, can't sleep, don't even want to start Reading the books, and my concentration is totally out of control! I want you here, NOW! stupid rain.

I just want to finish everything I need to do so I can be with you as soon as I can.

2 days is torture! Why did I even tell you we won't see each other for the rest of the week?

Tue - I told Lyn and Rj about you. I was asking for advice. I want to make this work.
Wed - I told Anh and Jed for FYI only, and Auntie Gie for advice.

And my Mom knows. For some weird reason, she seems supportive!