April 9

He was definitely more attentive to me this time. He woke up for me, and opened the door, and there he was waiting and smiling at me. Just standing there, looking at me. Like when we met the first time at the airport.

And then:
Me: So when is the intern coming?
Him: In a month. So you can replace me with her.
Me: Who? What? Replace who? *lost and confused*

He loved my leche flan! He said it's actually pretty good! Definitely a compliment from someone who can cook! :) I said it's a dessert, and I pointed out that he's eating it for breakfast. He said he eats anything for breakfast. :)

THEN YOU CAME ALONG, AND ASKED IF I BOUGHT IT! He said I made it, and that I brought the pan. Then you said it's good, and that it's just like what your mom makes. I was a little surprised; I was pleased that you liked it, but it's like you're comparing me with your mom. Then you made up some sort of excuse, like it's your first month in Montreal today so it was a good thing I brought cake.

I love the way you touched me, I love the way you made coffee for me, I love the way you share things with me. :)

I'm scared, honey. I might fall in love with you too fast, too soon. I want to take it slow, also to allow you some time to think about it. I sincerely hope you're genuinely interested in me, and that the feeling's real.

It wasn't that exciting today. But I like you, and you're just so much like me in some ways. In how we view life. And you want to settle down after this. Haha. I mentioned travelling, and you said you wanted to stay in some place because you've already travelled enough. That was exactly what I told my officemates and friends just a few days ago!

You're ready! Omg! I never thought you are right now. Are you my soulmate? Someone I'd live life with? Someone I'd grow old with?

I'm starting to like you, and I hope you like me too. :) I probably haven't impressed that much on you that we're alike in so many ways, but I want to try show you that I'm not trying to pretend just to impress you.

I'd love to have us spending more time together! I so wanted to hold your hand and kiss you while we were in the theater. You are being more careful these days. Why, honey? Exactly a month ago, you were already holding my hand, and your arm was around my waist! :)

Happy First Month! :)