Maybe it's because I understand him more when he speaks. Maybe because we've been talking long before I came here. Maybe because he's the first person I met here. Maybe because I lived with him for some time.
Maybe it's because of all those that I feel closer and more comfortable to him than to you. And he understands my background. I cannot deny though, that he's smart, good-looking, and quite attractive. He didn't flirt or try to be touchy with me. I was starting to think he was gay. He respected me and kept his distance. He's like one of my guy friends in college. I can talk to him, argue with him, make drama, laugh with/at him, do silly things, and he'd take it all in a stride, wouldn't think much about it, and still treat me the same way.
But You. You are too much like me, it scares me. Is it even real? We think in the same way, we have the same goals. We had the same reasons why we did what we did, why we're here.
March 1987.
5 years.
Graduated 2009.
But is it gonna last forever? I'll take it slow. A friend of mine told me to take it slow. We have 17 months left, anyway. Quite the opposite of my last relationship. :)
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