To my ex

I feel like youll never ever talk to me again, after that incident. And thats fine. Youll continue with your studies, and i with mine. And with so much love and hate between us, it's difficult not to see that it's a very challenging relationship. We have very different needs and wants, and different interests too. What we have in common is our goal to be with each other and stay committed. But that is proving to be so hard now especially over long distance. You cant just hug me and kiss me like before. We are fighting as frequent as we used too, and it's so tiring. Unless we see it as part of our daily routine, and not really a make or break situation, or a sign of our failures, then i guess it's ok. Couples argue and have petty fights all the time, right? When i'm fighting with you, im fighting with myself as well. I want to annoy you and love you for the rest of my life. But i dont want us to be in a rollercoaster of emotions. So I dont think im ready for a relationship, babe. I'll come back for you when i am. But dont wait for me. Sent from my iPhone