darling, i'm kinda busy tomorrow. going someplace with friends all over the city. i miss you, and i wish you're here. But you'd never really "go" with me, right? You have commitments, and you have hesitations about being risky and adventurous, even when you've been dreaming about it for so long. Will you ever live up to your dreams? Will you ever try and just jump? Or will just wait forever for that "perfect opportunity" that will knock on your door without any effort and give you "a too good to be true" chance of a lifetime?
i hope this weekend will be something for me. I need some cheering up every now and then. And i know you do too. I'm so sorry I'm not there with you all this time. But you know I have to do this, right? I have to, in order to become a better person. And I know you'll love me more (and hate me too) for this. I hope you'll be online in a while, and please tell me that you do care about me.
I wonder, will we ever meet again? and feel the same way as we did before? But why oh why, in all my illusions, are my feelings getting stronger?
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