rules and hormones

i came here to get away from the "rules" i grew up with - corporate, social, financial rules or standards.

i thought - here, I wouldn't make any difference. That no one would care whether i know everything or i know nothing, whether I have something or nothing, that I'm tooooo young relative to something I don't know. I thought there would be no rules.

I was wrong. I just jumped into a society with a whole different set of rules - differet from the previous one, but still - rules, standards, stereotyping.

Maybe it's just me - maybe I can choose not to follow, not to react.

But still, it's the same case the world over - judgment based on economic, financial and social status.

So, what if I'm at the lowest level?

You still want me, do you? Want me, need me. Because darling, you can't find anyone else like me. The odd man (or woman) out.
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is it just my hormones, or am i falling for you? oh no. if we can last more than a month, maybe.

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why am i thinking more and more of you these days? We've known each other for only 3 months and it seemed forever. 2 more months to go. I'm just lonely, I guess.

Why do the guys don't bring their girlfriends along? Haha. But they like me, so they want me to come with them.

Some people aren't just worth it, so they won't bother bringing them along on a relaxing trip/vacation.

I love these guys.