maybe you're wondering why i wanted to go out again...
haha darling, the reason is not exactly because i want to see you again. main reason is that i want to redeem myself.
you're not giving me any opportunity to make up for that night. i wanted to show you the best side of me. it's so embarrassing for me that everytime we meet or see each other, i'm always in the worst form possible - my appearance, mood, what i'm doing at that particular moment, etc.
i don't know if men can understand this sort of feeling - the frustration to be able to impress yourself on the person you want so much, but end up rather disgusted with yourself.
this is a very embarrassing, and stupid situation.
i don't think you're wondering why i kept asking you if you were free last weekend. you're smart enough to guess that i wanted to go out again. i waited, and waited, and then you left. i wanted to makeup for that night.
but then again, sensing that you don't want to, i have to back down.
aggressiveness will lead to nowhere. you know me well i think. you can take hints.
but i'm confused by your actions. i don't know what to expect or what to do.
nothing i suppose.
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