scared

Part 2:

I was saying that Trang's gonna marry this year, he's gonna marry in 2 years, and me in 10 years. And Trang said something..

Him: ..but you see, 10 years is a pretty long time.
Me: Huh? But I'M gonna marry in 10 years! YOU'RE gonna get married in 2 years! *What's your issue with my 10-year plan?*

And there was also something like cooking and trying to impress someone. And when I asked him why I should want to impress him, he made some excuse like trying to be helpful for my training to my future husband. Haha.

This morning, he made some comments about me marrying some primitive person. Haha. I recognize those signs - teasing me and suggesting partners for me. And yet, even with all the teasing, I know that they're gonna do everything for me. I know they love me. Essentially, they all make the same signs.

They try to make suggestions through teasing like - you're not gonna get married, or you're gonna be an old maid, or you should marry the next guy who'll propose because you might not get another. haha. darling, i know when a guy likes me and loves me enough to propose- but just scared to do so, because they're not sure if I love them back.

But you know, I'm just scared. I'm not sure I can trust them so it's pretty difficult for me to really accept it and commit to someone.